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Friday, March 7, 2008 subjectified it's been a while and the evolution continues but i haven't really gone anywhere. i've been too busy to stumble upon a new epiphany every week and nothing is really profound anymore. more settled and dull. not exactly boring but stuff just doesn't mean what it used to mean. everything used to have a deeper meaning, now everything just seems so unsubstantial. like if there is something i don't see it's not worth seeing. i'm not necessarily depressed or sad.. just like i've lost my motivation to believe that there's anything left to figure out about anything. it's weird. i've never felt like this before. there was always something profound about SOMETHING going on in my life. something i knew that no one else really seemed to catch onto. now i just feel average. like just another one in the crowd. another sheep in the herd. one more person added to the scab on this planet that is civilization. blah. how boring.