so i have decide this will be me, someday.

that is all.

have a nice day. :)

as always, pretty bored. didn't do anything today besides wake up and watch my nephew. well.. i barely watched him too. lol. oh well. so there's really no point to my writing in here. since there's nothing to write about. except the decision i've come to. i don't know how i'm gonna pull this one off, though.

nite.

well today started out odd, but i'm once again in a fantastic mood. i'm listening to dane cook, and suprisingly, i have never heard this part of Retaliation. don't know how that happened. hmm...
anyway. (LMAO this guys is fucking great!) ...so this "morning" i woke up (at like 7pm hahaa) and felt kinda nervous, as i tend to do pre-anxiety attack. like always, for no reason at all. but i just told myself not to focus on the feeling and just calm down, and it was only kind of working till i got to work, and my mind was focused on working. which is good. so i turned out fine.
on another note, HE makes me smile. i don't even know why. HE's just so cute. the more i see him the more i think so. there's just something about HIM. but of course i can't let him know i feel this excited about what could happen with us. i barely know him. i should shut up. i just wanted to say,

HE makes me smile. :)

i'm just sittin' here, snackin' on some dry roasted peanuts. :) they are goodness. anyway, today i got a bit done. well, the past few days i have been getting some stuff done. especially considering how much sleep i've been getting.. A LOT! the other day i went to the GED office and, even though i didn't really get any closer to getting my GED, i did find out what i need to bring with me next time. i couldn't do anything then because the idiots, for some reason (that i consider to be irrelevent), need to see my withdrawl form from the highschool i went to. so i went home and called the place and they're mailing it to me. it needs to hurry up and get here.
today i went to the bank and got myself a checking and savings account. that's awesome. it's motivated me to save all my money. i mean, i can hold off on buying myself crap here and there. no matter how much i WANT it, i'm not letting myself waste money. it's all going in there. :D i'm gonna have a car soon!!
so after that i came home and passed out. woke up to my sister asking if i'd like to go to taco mac with her so i did that. and, while i was there, filled out a job application. i hope i hope i hope. Kroger really fucking blows. working overnight is exhausting my body. it's really screwing me up. all i ever want to do is sleep. but whatever, i'll be fine. so tomorrow i'm gonna call taco mac and bug them about giving me a job for a while. i really REALLY hope they do! it will be SOOOOOOOOOO much better. and i'm gonna dye my hair blonde, cuz blondes get better tips, according to some study they did. either way, i've never been a blonde and i've been curious about it since last summer.
i also went with my sister to chattahoochee tech, and the made me SUPER motivated to go get my shit done and start school. i'm so excited!! this is soooo not like me. something has come over me though, i'm usually pretty lazy and i procrastinate about everything. but lately all i've wanted to do is get my life together. i'm glad. it's making me a lot less stressed out.
and the more i get accomplished, the less i feel like i need someone in my life. which is AWESOME! because i can't seem to find anyone i like, so embracing it and moving on is definitely a good way to go. anyway i think that about wraps it up. i'm in a great mood. i actually can't wait till tomorrow and it's been a while since i've been more excited about the next day instead of just wanting to sleep :)
...awesome.

ugh. i just got off work. my feet are killing me.. and i'm in a WONDERLOUS mood :D
such a good one that i just made up that word. not for this specific occassion, but it fits just as well :) don't ask why i'm in a GRRRRREEEEAT mood. maybe there's something in the water. who cares? anyway, i'm tired as hell. woke up at 10am yesterday (which is still today to me) and worked 3rd shift. =/ i'm debating whether i should work out now or after i've slept a while. hmm.. decisions, decisions.
okay okay i think i'll go ahead and say why i think i might be in a freakin fabulous mood :D
i kinda.. sorta... might have.. met someone. i dunno if it's anything, but i'm so spastic, who knows. i've felt almost this stupid over a guy who hasn't turned out to be anything special before, but i dunno. he has a girlfriend.. but fuck... doesn't every decent guy these days?
survival of the fittest?
may the best girl win?
i dunno if i wanna be that kinda girl. i just know this guy is.... something else. weird. but waaay good. more interesting than weird. but i'm gonna shut up before i jinx something. i just think i'm heading for a beeeeeautiful day :D

good morning world!