hidden
it's like a knife in the back
like a punch in the gut
like a break in the heart
a being so purely special
so sweetly humble
too simply perfect
to be
its quite unfair
the bittersweet acceptation
unfortunate compliance
unwilling surrender
so fucking hard to admit
so god damn hard to say yes
if i could keep you forever
i'll do all i could
as it was
now this song
permanent audibles
signatures illegible
yes, he's cute. but you have no idea
as a child, lost
as an object, never
avoided in speech
avoided in thought
regret
pain
discomfort
never...
i will not forget
forever imprinted
welded in place
my favorite mistake
my sweetheart
my baby
my son
as it was
i kill myself
maybe it's silly
when i see your face
Saturday, September 27, 2008
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