ah, this is what it's all about. being awake at 2am, feeling like the world is asleep and left you in charge, to keep an eye on it. :D i'm always in the best moods this time of night and i rarely have a particular reason why. i like that.
Angie didn't come back tonight. that's kind of a bummer. she's the only reason i came home. well... that and... stupidness. i cleaned up my room. my bathroom. did some laundry. but don't get me wrong, i love this time to myself. no one's watching. i'm free to be utterly me. :)
i was reading some old posts on here from a few months back. hah. wow. interesting. only remember saying those things now that i've stumbled upon them again. hmm, yeah. don't really have anything else to say about THAT.
i wanna go to the library. i've been way inspired to read lately. no clue why. i have a stupid $3 late charge for a dumb book i never finished reading. >:(
anywho, tomorrow my family is getting together for the 4th, since we all have our seperate ways to go ON the actual 4th. it doesn't feel like july. i'm not sure what exactly what july feels like.. but it seems too early to be july. where did june go?! eh, i was saying that about may in the beginning of june. guess i'd better just get used to the time rug being swept out from under my mind feet. ooh, i like that one. (hence the bold font; you catch on quick)

i'm odd. :)
it's fantastic. i hope i never stop amusing myself. it makes life's bullshit a little more tolerable. i didn't get much time in at work today, unfortunately. ugh. i COULD transfer to norcross & get full time AND benefits. i fear i do need a more reliable car for those little (hardly) ventures. i'm gonna do some more poking around and see if i could figure out a way to carpool with LarLar. could we tolerate eachother everyday? hmm. i hope that works out nicely.
i don't mind leaving the sad, two-faced little people at this office. as i'm sure "THEY" won't mind my absence. don't see how i could possibly be competition, though. i am THOROUGHLY uninterested. even if i wasn't already ABSOLUTELY INFATUATED with someone, i have better taste than... THAT. oh, yeah, and i'm not desperate. :) & flirting with co-workers is tacky. so THERE! talk shit about me all you want. just remember, while you do it, i'm mentally patting you on the head with pity.
well... i guess i should probably get some sleep tonight. might be a good idea, what do you think? yeah? yeah. okay!

nite nite, beautimous world.