either i've already hit the bottom
or i'm going down hill fast
don't know if i can be the phoenix
rising from the ash
somethings deeply wrong with me
i've ignored it for so long
....i don't know how to fix myself. everytime i claim that i've become a new person and i'm changed and i refuse to be this way anymore... it doesn't last long. maybe they're right. maybe i need a doctor.
i'm not sure that leaving it in my hands is a good idea. no one would like the outcome. i hope.
Sunday, February 25, 2007
make it stop

