ehh. this was to be expected. of course, it was. i have no life inside marietta. the friends i have here, i never see. therefor, as i have said before, but never quite meant as much as i do now... i'm gonna look into moving back down there. but first, i need to get a car.
i know i said that i'd have enough to pay for it by last week's pay, but thanks to my mom, that was not possible. i had to loan her a hundred bucks because she locked her keys in her car. good job, mom.
but whatever, i'm pretty chill right now. only problem is that i keep going from almost depressed to content, to feeling like i could loose it, then back to apathy again. i just need some company, really. i'm fine when i have someone to talk to. or even just be around. any other time i just feel... kind of empty. i just need good friends and good times again.
wonder if this will actually work out.
at least i have my imagination back.
Tuesday, October 3, 2006
mood swingy

