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Friday, October 6, 2006
the break down
i need someone to talk to
i have something to work through
in my head

i'll never know why
i can't be as numb as everyone else
god knows i try

i fall back
when i fall down
willing the end to come
i call it's name
my silence
my screaming plea
but i never meet it

stop me
stop knowing exactly what to say
disconnect and throw me away
so i can hate you
and be done with this

its always something
its always killing me
its always sad
its always keeping me alive
its never letting me breathe
its my suffocation
my constant fucking reflection
when all i want is to take a moment
to myself
and stretch it out
a lifetime

amputate my mechanism
fucking abuse my vulnerability
teach me a lesson
build my barrier back up

i was enjoying playing "heartless bitch"
its the safest way to play

the best mariangela.