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Wednesday, October 5, 2005

well yesterday (still "today" to me but whatever) was my birthday. i'm 18! woot woot! that means i can buy cigarettes and lottery tickets and and and ... PORN AND SEX TOYS!!! lol. not that i have the money to buy them but WHATEVER it's the thought that counts =D
i'm listening to this wierd but awesome song by Ruby. it's called Paraffin. i like it.
omagosh i can't believe i haven't mentioned what my sisters are doing for me for my birthday! they're taking me to this place called the Maximus Caberet (or something) and it's like a male and female stripper dance club-ish thingamajiggie. i'll be amused. but if a guy shoves my hand down his pants it's gonna piss me off. i only touch thingies by choice. lol thingies. wow. i never fail to amuse myself with the stupidest things. ANYWAY! one of my sisters has a surprise for me and she won't tell me what it is. she's not gonna be here till friday around 7pm or something. it's gay. i mean, i love surprises. but the suspense is agony.
i got a LOT of calls from people today wishing me a happy birthday. it made me feel special. i didn't know i like being in the spotlight as much as i do. but i dunno. if i go to that thing on friday and get pulled up on stage and get a buncha shit done to me i might not like the spotlight so much. my sisters will be watching so i can't enjoy it too much =( lol. oh well. there will be other times. =D
weeeell. there's nothing much else to say. life in buford kinda sucks ass. i have no friends other than the ones i have through my brothers. which sucks because anything i do they'll know about and that SUCKS! because... i can't let loose when i'm partying with them =( not that i ever hang out with anyone AWAY from my brothers.
it was soooooo nice hanging out with Steven and Ross today. especially since it's the only time i've been away from my family for a while! thanks Steven for driving an hour plus minutes to get me!! you're the bestest!!
i'm so glad i can finally get some shit done. like my license and a decent job working full time. ugh. paying rent is gonna BLOW but it'll make me responsible and all that happy crap. and i can get my GED! i think, after that, i wanna go to GMI (georgia medical institute). my plan for a while has been massage therapy as a career but i don't know what all they have there. i have to look at the site and get a packet. blah.
well that's just about everything that's been on my mind.

chowder!

in a nutshell

The poster child for passive aggression.

Overly-passionate.
Under-achieving.
Joyfully tossed wherever the wind will blow.
I'm pretty much everything
and nothing
at the same time.

& I am here to tell you now, I'm thoroughly uninterested in your opinion of me. I am alive & I exist on this planet, regardless of it. It is your right to love or hate me, though it will effect nothing, in the end.

coming soon

...or someday.

Wednesday, October 5, 2005

didja miss me? =)

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Wednesday, October 5, 2005 didja miss me? =) well yesterday (still "today" to me but whatever) was my birthday. i'm 18! woot woot! that means i can buy cigarettes and lottery tickets and and and ... PORN AND SEX TOYS!!! lol. not that i have the money to buy them but WHATEVER it's the thought that counts =D i'm listening to this wierd but awesome song by Ruby. it's called Paraffin. i like it. omagosh i can't believe i haven't mentioned what my sisters are doing for me for my birthday! they're taking me to this place called the Maximus Caberet (or something) and it's like a male and female stripper dance club-ish thingamajiggie. i'll be amused. but if a guy shoves my hand down his pants it's gonna piss me off. i only touch thingies by choice. lol thingies. wow. i never fail to amuse myself with the stupidest things. ANYWAY! one of my sisters has a surprise for me and she won't tell me what it is. she's not gonna be here till friday around 7pm or something. it's gay. i mean, i love surprises. but the suspense is agony. i got a LOT of calls from people today wishing me a happy birthday. it made me feel special. i didn't know i like being in the spotlight as much as i do. but i dunno. if i go to that thing on friday and get pulled up on stage and get a buncha shit done to me i might not like the spotlight so much. my sisters will be watching so i can't enjoy it too much =( lol. oh well. there will be other times. =D weeeell. there's nothing much else to say. life in buford kinda sucks ass. i have no friends other than the ones i have through my brothers. which sucks because anything i do they'll know about and that SUCKS! because... i can't let loose when i'm partying with them =( not that i ever hang out with anyone AWAY from my brothers. it was soooooo nice hanging out with Steven and Ross today. especially since it's the only time i've been away from my family for a while! thanks Steven for driving an hour plus minutes to get me!! you're the bestest!! i'm so glad i can finally get some shit done. like my license and a decent job working full time. ugh. paying rent is gonna BLOW but it'll make me responsible and all that happy crap. and i can get my GED! i think, after that, i wanna go to GMI (georgia medical institute). my plan for a while has been massage therapy as a career but i don't know what all they have there. i have to look at the site and get a packet. blah. well that's just about everything that's been on my mind. chowder!