okay so the deal is, my sister kicked me out of her house. apparently i have an attitude. what bullshit. she just can't handle the fact that i'm opinionated. and when she's being stupid, i let her know. but AAAANyway.
i've been staying with my brothers. sleeping on the couch. it sucks. but, as soon as i get a job and can pay rent one of them is moving out so i'll have a room. the one that's moving out is in the master bedroom. i want it. i hope they'll lemmie have it.i don't wanna share a bathroom with a guy. guys are dirty. lol.
so now i'm back at my sister's place babysitting my nephew. see.. i knew i wouldn't be away for long. i'm staying till sunday night. then it's back to gwinnett... and no computer. poo. i have to beat the negros to the front office to use the computer. they're so annoying. everyday, i'm told, all they do is walk around the apartment complex. i mean geez, come on. get a life.
okay so i applied to like 12 places at the mall of georgia cuz my brother has two jobs there and i figured it would be easier to get rides if i worked close to him. american eagle and godiva chocolatier (or whatever) called me back and i had an interview for each of them. the american eagle one SUCKED. i hope i get the job tho. it was a group interview 3 girls (including me) and 3 guys, one of whom looked at me when he was answering the dude's question. good thing he was cute or i would've been uncomfortable lol. but yea. the other girls were stupid. i was the only serious one of the 3. the dude was like "why did you apply to american eagle" and they answered shit like "oh.. well.. i really like that store and it seems fun and i could get to meet a lot of people" and "well i have nothing else to do when i'm not going to college and i wanna have fun" something along those lines. and when he got to me i was like "well, i just moved here and i need to pay rent"
i wanted to kill those stupid ditsy bitches. they weren't serious at all. they don't even NEED the job. I DO! i'm fuckin starving over at the apartment cuz i don't have money and i feel bad letting my brothers pay for my food when they have their own shit to worry about. gwinnett chicks suck. ..wait. i just realized that i said that about marietta chicks when i moved to marietta. maybe i just don't like girls... unless they have substance.
anyway! there is an abundance of hot guys in gwinnett. too bad guys never approach me. PUSSIES!!!!!
but living in gwinnett has made me start feeling like i wanna boyfriend again. there's NO ONE TO FRIGGIN HANG OUT WITH! i'm always alone in that tiny apartment.... WITH NO CABLE!!! =( just an antenna.. and maybe 10 channels at most. all of which SUCK BAWLZ!
so i need a guy. NOW!
well maybe not now cuz i have satellite tv at the moment. but when i get back to gwinnett and lonliness sets in once again, i'll need one. lol
aaaaaaaaanyway. i think i'm gonna get cable that's like tivo that you can pause and stop and watch any show you want. that would be awesome. but for $60 a month i'd need my brothers to share the cost cuz they'll be watching it too.
since i've been in gwinnett, i've almost finished reading Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire. the movie comes out in november. it's a big friggin book. over 700 pages. i'm on 500something. six chapters left. almost there! i'm surprised i'm actually gonna finish it. never thought i would. i'm always surprising myself. =P
well, i'm kinda bored so i'm gonna go read or something. i'm in the reading mood. =) if i think of more crap to post i'll be back.
bye bye!
Saturday, August 27, 2005
what had happened was..

