wow it's been over a month since i've written..

today sucked a little. i woke up at 8am after about 5 hours of sleep & went to fucking work where they asked me, as i was almost unconscious at my register, if i would stay an extra 2 hours. so being the nice person that i am, i said sure. then right before i got off they ask me to stay an extra 30mins.. sorry i'm nice... but not that nice. i'm going to sleep like a baby tonight. ahh..
so i'm home now. i gave myself a much needed foot massage. and i must say, that was the best foot massage i've ever gotten. and i gave it to myself. i guess it's true.. if you want something done right do it yourself. but now i'm tired and if i take a nap now i'll wake up at some strange hour and be awake the rest of the night. so i shall wait. nothing other than that has been going on lately. i've been thinking about maybe getting my GED. that will most likely happen. i'm sick of being in and out of school. it's not in my hands. so i'll just go out the easy way. and i can't wait till i'm 18 ...oh god i can't wait. in an area where people usually have their learners permit by 15.. i feel pathetic. ugh. mom sucks. everything sucks. you suck. this sucks...

..there i posted dorisa.. happy? =P