oh, what a blast this weekend was. there were some uncomfortable things, but for the most part it reminded me how much fun old friends can be. went down to jonesboro for jon's little bithday gathering thing. it was nice catching up with everyone.
tomorrow starts a new week. bleh. i hope work speeds up. there's nothing more awful than being stuck in that place with nothing to do but think about what you could be doing if you weren't there.
tonight i am spending at larisa's. came over, passed out, woke up when she was off to bed. so, i guess i'm stuck here till morning. i am very much in a good mood, though. at the place where i can realize the beauty in people and not focus on the bad. with 30 days left to torture me, i hope time blows right by. feels like the calm before the storm.

something is changing me. i don't know what it is, but for the past... week? ..i've been different. it's a good thing. i'm more sure of myself. more focused. thinking clearer. letting go of the negativity. ah. :)