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Sunday, August 12, 2007 not myself this is very strange and unusual for me. i don't even know how to explain it. i don't think i've ever felt this way before. like a heart-broken kind of aggravated nostalgia for something that never happened? i dunno. i'm restless. why? it's not the same as it has been in the past. because i almost.. like it? again, i dunno. whether its good or bad, something's off lately. i don't know why it started and i can't predict how or why it will end. like i said, very odd, in my case. i usually know EXACTLY how i feel and have come up with SEVERAL reasons as to why i may feel that way. so... i'm at a little bit of a loss. i'm fine, of course. just feel like i HAVE to figure it out. i'm not used to going to bed questioning things concerning myself. weird weird weird. i feel serious. quiet. like sticking to the shadows. that's not unusual for me, but usually i have a reason. odd.