today was kinda mediocre. well, there's no "kinda" about it, it was boring and average all around. i love this time of year. its pretty awesome. for the first time in my life, i think, i'm actually excited about the cold. i have no idea why. just makes me excited. i'm sure its just the change. i need change. i love change. i thrive on change.
random subject change:
i am thoroughly convinced that i am developing some psychic senses or something. lately.. (and by lately i mean the past few WEEKS) i've been picking up on things before they even happen. mostly songs that i hear or things people say. or, for example, i just randomly got the urge to watch American Beauty for the first time in probably 3 or so years. so i watched it (and it was just as great as i remember, if not better, because i've grown up a little and see things from a somewhat different perspective... AWESOME!) and then i randomly turn on TNT (which i NEVER watch) and there's commercials every 5 mintues for American Beauty. maybe its just a strange coincidence... but i don't like to think of things as coincidence. i think everything happens for a reason, no matter how insignificant that reason may be.
so yeah. there. i found something to babble on about and successfully contradicted yesterday's blog :)


and, oh yeah, i've adopted a new philosophy! this one is fool-proof..
"No matter who you are, I love myself more than you! I care about myself more than you, I matter more than you and I come first. Always. Period. :)"

so, you won't be seeing me with hurt feelings anymore, because i've learned to be selfish and care completely and only about myself. i can thank guys for this outlook. without them it would not have been made possible. thanks! :)
oh, and one more thing... from now on i will be treating any human creature with a penis* exactly how they have treated me.