today was filled with fun and adventure!... no not quite. i spoke with my sister about being myself (long-ish story), and picked up my last check from the shitty place with the bitch woman. once again i took my nephew to the park. he played with another little boy who was there chasing the dogs. they were so cute, running around screaming "i'm superman!".. "i'm batman!" with their arms held out in front of them. they kept stealing the dogs' tennis balls, which wasn't very nice. but i got amusement from it. Draven would shreik like a little girl when any of the dogs would chase him. i should really start taking the camera along. it was a little fun.
SO, as of today, i have about 1/4th of what i need to buy a suitable car. tomorrow Keith is taking me to *crosses fingers* get my driver's license and i am EXTREMELY excited. i'm not sure if i've had enough experience, but i will keep the mindset that i have. never underestimate the power of denial.

Mark says with the money i have saved up already, i could get one of these:

.....i think not, Mark. i think not.
good things may come in small packages, but no. just .......no.

i just took around a 30 minute break to look at cars for sale on CraigsList. i am both thoroughly disappointed and thoroughly anxious about getting one of my own. this is killing me. :( i hope i can get my sister to loan me some money to get a car... that is, if i end up getting my license tomorrow.
AHH i'm excited.