I do feel as if the last page of a chapter of my life was suspended mid-turn, for more time than was really appropriate. Yes, the big decisions are hard for me to make, but once I have finally landed on my right choice... it's done.
And it is.

There are only 7 more days left of the year 2008. I do not think it was a pleasant year. It went by fast, I think, because a lot of wrong choices were made. A lot of unsettling discomfort. A lot of giving in when I should have stood up and said something. A lot of the world have it's way with me and the saddest of all.... surrendering and letting it.
Now, everything feels incredibly fresh, in sync. A new year. A new confidence. A new start, though that couldn't begin to define it. I'll be going to school in March, if all goes as planned. :D I am extremely excited about it all.
AND I have come upon a New Years resolution, which may cause a rolled eye or two but whatever.. It's my thing. My idea. My ambition.
I have decided, after 11:59 tomorrow night (getting an early start. why not?) I will officially dedicate myself to Pescetarianism. I would try for full-blown Vegan but, sushi, I will remain very easily talked into having. That may change. It all depends on how it all goes. Based on my very small experience with it in the past, I think it will be a very good lifestyle choice for me, personally.
Might seem silly and people may not understand why but just STFU and support me, anyway :) It's a challenge, if nothing else. It'll be fun!