alas, i must possess some subconscious need to procrastinate. seeing as i have been quite productive in the last week, i managed to find SOMEthing to slack on. so, kiddies, on tuesday i will be dragging my slack ass to wherever the hell it is i'm supposed to be in order to pointlessly submit my choice for the next president. my absentee ballot has been with me for a week. i just haven't made myself fill it out. always excusing, "i have plenty of time. i'll just do it later." adding another choice to my list.... morning or afternoon waiting lines? hmm. decisions decisions.
ehh..
the differences between playhouse disney and the disney channel are surprising. i can actually get interested in playhouse disney shows. they're educational! and colorful! and this paper cut-out little cartoon dude has an english accent. fascinating!
so what's the deal? they get your brain in shape through the toddler years, then you become old enough to watch the disney channel shows and you're screwed. it all goes to hell. makes no sense.

oh, sigh. if only this weekend wasn't halloweenless. i was fucking outstanding all week. i told everyone this would be my first (of many) halloween that i wouldn't have any candy. did good all day. then the candy appeared around me. i resisted for the first couple hours. i was good. then i thought "well, now maybe i can just have one and actually just have one."

nope.

i don't do self control in moderation. all or nothing is the only way that works for me. i had one. i had a whole shitload. i am still having. mmm pixie stick, you are my friend. oh, you are my enemy. so are you 7up. you bastard things.
this will all be undone in the next 5 days. i'll be good. this weekend has made me lazy and tired and it annoys me. i need to make myself proud again. dammit.