and what a BLAH day it has been so far. but, now worries! the second i get off work.. precisely AT 6:00 for a change!... its off to the mall with ashlea to browse the formal gowns and possibly find her something to wear on THAT special day.
my god, i am so excited. it's beginning to feel slightly surreal, but that's okay.
this will be me for the next week... three weeks :p off in la la land watching the time clouds go by.
on the other hand i'll be stressed as hell because, word on the grapevine, it is very possible i will be laid off since the slow season is approaching. :|
makes complete sense. hire someone. give them the illusion they will soon be bumped up to full time. never do so. hire stupid trash talking coward who has a degree (go steal someone else's job) and lives with her parents still. opt to fire part time struggling 19 year old in her third month of getting used to taking full care of herself.
FUCK YOU SCOTTS LAWN SERVICE!
i pray for the person that breaks this potential news to me. a little part of me prays for this because i've been waiting quietly for the chance to give them a piece of my fucking mind. UGH!!! *breathes*
it will be okay.
i have applied for 11 different positions for wellstar. all of them full time. something tells me, should i get one.... when i get one, i will have a lot less trouble getting benefits.
but back to subjects that don't turn me into a ferocious angry monster...

one week from today!

:D