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Thursday, July 13, 2006 what am i to do? wow now i feel kinda depressed. i don't even know if i wanna explain the reason. why do i always pin the blame on myself? i don't even know if i'm significant enough to be contributing to why someone feels the way they do. i feel like crawling even deeper into my little shell to get away from the self-doubt. i hate my questioning. i hate this feeling. i can't talk about this here.