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Tuesday, July 18, 2006

yea, i'm definitely sick. i predict i will have no voice tomorrow. it will be no fun, but i guess i'll live. *yawn* there's nothing to say, because i did nothing today. wow, i rhyme.
my ears keep popping. it's so annoying. i think i just need more sleep.
i tried to get some earlier while watching The Land Before Time with my nephew. but everytime i closed my eyes he'd do something (intentionally) to wake me up :( so mean.

had an interesting IM with Tone today about philosophical stuff:

tone: Imagine, dear angela, yourself in a dream, being chased by a guy with a knife .. in the dream you run you are scared you screem you show emotion....
tone: now imagine the same thing in real life
tone: you have all the same behaviors, yet in real life it was much more intense
tone: becuase you were less conscious in the dream get it?
m4ke a m0ve: yea
tone: now imagine, what if, just what if, in real life there are other people who experience things only as intense as you do in a dream
m4ke a m0ve: well when you're sleeping, you're supposedly UNconscious
tone: because they have less sentience than you
m4ke a m0ve: we call them potheads :)
m4ke a m0ve: lol
tone: or imagine that their experiences arent quite as dim as you in a dream, but dimmer - but there is still a various in the levels of sentience of a person. this effects how deeply an experience is weatehr it be on the pleasure or pain side
tone: LoL @ potheads
tone: therefore the more sentient you are,
the harder life might be for you
tone: the more sentient and less automated
you are
m4ke a m0ve: wow i have thought that for so
long
m4ke a m0ve: i just couldn't really word it
tone: wow :-) cool
m4ke a m0ve: haven't even tried to put it into
words
m4ke a m0ve: sweet :)
tone: i know you are a good thinker and are
very smart
tone: yes you the dream analogy to get people to understand the concept of being less conscious but still showing just as much emotion
m4ke a m0ve: kind of like some people are on automatic, and others manual
tone: right!
tone: but it doesnt have to be like the comic, it could just be more or less intense/sentient not either you are or you arent
tone: dreams are pproof
m4ke a m0ve: i think the majority of the human race is on automatic

heh i love those kinds of discussions.
on that note, i'm going to bed, because i'm sick and i need my rest. *yawn*

nite world.

in a nutshell

The poster child for passive aggression.

Overly-passionate.
Under-achieving.
Joyfully tossed wherever the wind will blow.
I'm pretty much everything
and nothing
at the same time.

& I am here to tell you now, I'm thoroughly uninterested in your opinion of me. I am alive & I exist on this planet, regardless of it. It is your right to love or hate me, though it will effect nothing, in the end.

coming soon

...or someday.

Tuesday, July 18, 2006

i feel icky

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Tuesday, July 18, 2006 i feel icky yea, i'm definitely sick. i predict i will have no voice tomorrow. it will be no fun, but i guess i'll live. yawn there's nothing to say, because i did nothing today. wow, i rhyme. my ears keep popping. it's so annoying. i think i just need more sleep. i tried to get some earlier while watching The Land Before Time with my nephew. but everytime i closed my eyes he'd do something (intentionally) to wake me up :( so mean. had an interesting IM with Tone today about philosophical stuff: tone: Imagine, dear angela, yourself in a dream, being chased by a guy with a knife .. in the dream you run you are scared you screem you show emotion.... tone: now imagine the same thing in real life tone: you have all the same behaviors, yet in real life it was much more intense tone: becuase you were less conscious in the dream get it? m4ke a m0ve: yea tone: now imagine, what if, just what if, in real life there are other people who experience things only as intense as you do in a dream m4ke a m0ve: well when you're sleeping, you're supposedly UNconscious tone: because they have less sentience than you m4ke a m0ve: we call them potheads :) m4ke a m0ve: lol tone: or imagine that their experiences arent quite as dim as you in a dream, but dimmer - but there is still a various in the levels of sentience of a person. this effects how deeply an experience is weatehr it be on the pleasure or pain side tone: LoL @ potheads tone: therefore the more sentient you are, the harder life might be for you tone: the more sentient and less automated you are m4ke a m0ve: wow i have thought that for so long m4ke a m0ve: i just couldn't really word it tone: wow :-) cool m4ke a m0ve: haven't even tried to put it into words m4ke a m0ve: sweet :) tone: i know you are a good thinker and are very smart tone: yes you the dream analogy to get people to understand the concept of being less conscious but still showing just as much emotion m4ke a m0ve: kind of like some people are on automatic, and others manual tone: right! tone: but it doesnt have to be like the comic, it could just be more or less intense/sentient not either you are or you arent tone: dreams are pproof m4ke a m0ve: i think the majority of the human race is on automatic heh i love those kinds of discussions. on that note, i'm going to bed, because i'm sick and i need my rest. yawn nite world.